tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7990372.post-59559996729238854522008-09-04T19:35:00.000-05:002008-09-04T19:35:00.000-05:00Smalltown RN....that was one of the hardest things I've ever admitted publically. I don't think people understand how good a man can be...how truly good a man can be.. until the ETOH takes hold. It's a whole difference universe...a whole different person. Yes, you are right he his is own worst eneny; but I can't allow him to drag me down with him. Our relationship as of late as been reminiscent to that of 10 years ago. Loving, kind, and ohhhh so good. I'm trying very hard not to think of the ball dropping. I'm scared, but hopeful.<BR/><BR/>Thank you so much for your words of encouragement.MY OWN WOMAN...http://www.blogger.com/profile/08520236125332553784noreply@blogger.com